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Oct. 2nd, 2006 @ 05:24 pm
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I had a dream that my entire myspace (cough) was in German |
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Sep. 10th, 2006 @ 08:26 am
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Indian SummerStupid emotions:  indifferent |
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Family Values Tour last nite!
there's nothing better than listening to kickass music while trying to not be dragged down into the mud while smokin.Stupid emotions:  relaxed |
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I can't get a fucking NEW CELL PHONE without my mother's signature and she refuses to sign anything because she's a _[insert word here].Stupid emotions:  I am pissed the fuck off |
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Jul. 30th, 2006 @ 05:21 pm
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I think Germanfest is today but I'm not sureStupid emotions:  blank |
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Yeah I really hate waking up in the morning and going to work- Hangin gup all the lame ass art work that were created by talentless children gets on my nerves. The art piece that won best in show is just a bunch of pastel scribbles. It shit like that that makes me all mighty about me art work- I can't help it. So if you have a crappy ass job and are greatful ir ungreatful say something about it- lemme know some stuff so that I can relate to you how you relate to meStupid emotions:  creative |
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So I actually still come on here from time to time and it's one thing that stays the same- it's kinda comforting evne though one might consider sites like livejournal, deathjournal and myspace a considerable amount of time wasted. I think that this is a nice place to put down thoughts and other things. My point to this whole entry is that I am going out of my mind with boredom and the fact that I have no menthol or nicctine in my system is causing me to rambleStupid emotions:  yeah I'm freaking out |
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Jul. 8th, 2006 @ 12:10 pm
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So I wanted to go to Summerfest tomorrow but I don't know who I should go with. It's my first time and I kind of would like to see the kickass Goo Goo Dolls |
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Jun. 8th, 2006 @ 09:54 pm
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I'm bored. Comment me something that holds some amusement or interest. |
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May. 26th, 2006 @ 10:35 pm
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Northern Lights if ya know what I meanStupid emotions: high |
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Amber's Fortune
for May 14, 2006
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Stupid emotions:  mischievous |
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Don't count on me I'll let you down just to have a good laugh.
My Fortune cookie said:
"Isolating yourslef from others will not prevent you from getting hurt"....I threw it away.
The cookie was good though.Stupid emotions: apathetic |
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When hell freezes over________
finish the sentence or fill in the blank.
There's always room for one less.
Any thoughts on that piece of factStupid emotions: apathetic |
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Tell me a story, talk to me, tell me anything, I'm bored.Stupid emotions:  bored |
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Jesus I am actually at school right now and I'm dead tired. well there's a surprise. Anyway here's your weather forcast for today. It's still kinda humid with a cool misty air and it's wet. WET WET WET. I don't mind the gloomyness and the dead look outside but I totally am sick of this wet shit all over the place. Outside that is you sick people who actually think that way. Ok well that's the news. Up next a whole day of stupid "learning."Stupid emotions:  gloomy |
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My eyes burn
My mouth is dry
Take your turn
And give it a tryStupid emotions:  mellow |
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Apr. 21st, 2006 @ 12:28 am
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summer break is comin. Don't get too wild you crazy cats.Stupid emotions: creative |
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Stupid emotions: uncomfortable |
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Apr. 1st, 2006 @ 02:51 pm
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Today is uninteresting.Stupid emotions: peaceful |
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Mar. 6th, 2006 @ 11:43 pm
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So who here as ever made out and started laughing?Stupid emotions:  hyper |
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What are your plans for V-day!!! |
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So I'm off to Madison at 12:30 since I couldn't make the 10 am bus. I think that people who have reached a certain OLD (very extremely old age) should just die already. I mean who wants to be alive at the age of 100 when just gettin out of bed is hazardous? Ok well anyway, hopefully have I'll have fun and everyone's end of the weekend is fun as well.Stupid emotions: accomplished |
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Going to a basketball game tonite. I guess instead of the guy's bbteam, it's the girls. mhm.Stupid emotions:  cheerful |
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So Josh is gonna cut his hair.... I'm totally fine with that....yup...no problem at all....I mean it....it's all GOOD.... I thinkStupid emotions: anxious |
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I'm chillin at a party and this is a real party. Not that shit that I went to for new years.Stupid emotions: high |
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WOULD YOU...
Give me your number?
Kiss me?
Let me kiss you?
Watch a movie with me?
Take me out to dinner?
Drive me somewhere?
Cut a rug with me?
Take a shower with me?
Be my bf/gf? Best friend?
Have a fling with me?
Buy me a drink?
Take me home for the night?
Would you let me sleep in your bed?
Sing car karaoke w/ me?
Sit in the doctor’s office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
Re-post this for me to answer your questions?
Give me a piggyback ride?
Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
D0 Y0U...
Think I’m cute?
Want to kiss me?
Want to cuddle wit me?
Want to hook up with me?
ARE WE...
Acquaintances?
Friends?
So called "together" but not "officially"?
In a relationship?
Going to have kids?
AM I...
Smart?
Cute?
Funny?
Cool?
HAVE Y0U EVER...
Thought about me?
Thought there might be an "us"?
Thought about hooking up with me?
Found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
Wished I were there?
ARE Y0U...
Done with this survey?
Happy you know me?
Mad at me? Why?
Thinking about me?Stupid emotions: cheerful |
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 Your love.....is like a Giant Pigeon.....crapping on my heart.
Love
Love is sweet as summer showers
Love is a wondrous work of art
But your love, your love, your love
Is like a giant pigeon
Crapping on my heart
La la la la la la la...
for others call the toll-free number (ripp)-ing-soul5. Call in the next 10 minutes and you'll get free shipping and handling charges. |
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What would you go if you only had 3 weeks to live? Keep in mind...anything and everything goes.
 Stupid emotions: mischievous |
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Jan. 1st, 2006 @ 01:39 am
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ok so it's almost New Year so I guess it is almost safe to say Happy New Year. I'm at a friends party and it kinda blows. So like I said I quit smoking.... well that lasted for about 3 days and I was going out of my mind. I drank a whole lot of coffee and ATE alot of food. So I've decided that I can't take it anymore and it's just not gonna happen. At least not for a bit. Maybe I'll try some other time. Everyone seems to be getting into the whole party mood but I'm very quiet bored and uncomfortable around people I don't know and people who are extremely different then me. Oh by the by this will probably be a little longer entry then I thought it would be so if you haven't stopped readin this you mite want to. I have to find another job soon so if you have any recemmendations as to where one mite be located I would appreciate it. My cell phone bills are coming in and I really don't think I will be able to hold off the phone people much longer. School starts soon and I must say that this break has been a little longer than I would like it to be. I'm ready to see actual people that I ike instead of being bored and dealing with dumbasses. I was thinking of taking guitar lessons again. So right now some people are coming in and making me uncomfortable...I just mite have to kill them in their sleep. But then if I kill them I would have to make it seem like an accident and I mite not be able to pull it off but I guess you never know what you're capable of until the time actually comes. well leaves some comments if youre lucky I mite actually comment back.Stupid emotions: calm Lifeless moans: Nena " |
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Dec. 29th, 2005 @ 08:11 am
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Pray for me I QUIT smoking. Leave some sympathy and love |
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Dec. 27th, 2005 @ 07:34 pm
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Um let's see. The new year is coming and everyone is talkin about shit out the old crap and bring in the new. Well that's a bunch of bull shit. If the old is the new then what the hell are you suppose to do. Well Christmas is over. I think I would've enjoyed it more if it never happened. That'd be great. I'm still not sure what's up with New Years. Liz is fuckin going to Germany and I'll probably die. See now if my boyfriend left me I'd be ok but with Liz going I think I'm gonna be sick. So much studying for exams. I'm not use to it. I still have to build a grandfather clock in 3 days and I'm not even close to being finished. I found Chandler though. Only Quam will get it. Too bad she already knows. |
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I had a dream he asked me out.
It seems that all the holidays bore me...
Thanksgiving- me= vegitarian
Christmas- too cold out and I hate church services
Holloween- over rated
New Year- one more year reminding you you'll die sooner
Valentines Day- it's totally pointless- it's actually a discrace to society
Easter- Christ
April Fools- the same old lame jokes so surprise
and that's just some of the holidays- some don't even make sence! Now I am not trying to be negative though it may seem so.
My friend has agreed to tutor me so that I can re-fresh my German-I'm excited.Stupid emotions:  busy Lifeless moans: "We Belong" Pat Benetar |
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Dec. 3rd, 2005 @ 05:43 pm
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Well another day of my life is almost over and I don't think that I was able to accomplish anything. I slept from 4 yesterday to late afternoon. I just never get enough sleep during the week and then I have to work and then when my vacation comes I spend it sleeping. I have to get another ID picture taken yesterday and I wasn't really all there at the time so I am not all that great in the picture. My face looks ghostly white and I didn't know that my skin was THAT white. Jesus. I got another detention. Fourth one this year. The rules here make it so easy to get one. You just breath wrong and they hold it against you. I almost beat up my friend Jim because he borrowed out a belt to his friend that I borrowed to him that I borrowed from a friend who had borrowed it from his friend. Wow that was confusing. I'm gonna mingle with the snow tomorrow. Nothing beats the rush of freedom you get while going 90 mph down a snow covered hill with frozen wind blowing through your hair and crashing lightly against your face. It's the adreneline that is beautiful. Supposidly we're having a snow advisory tonite. Sounds good. I have to go shovel the walk tonite. I'm very happy that my new nation is thriving. I'm just the greatest dictator in the world. I have declared this fact. I hate Christmas. Well actually I don't hate it I just am not going to acknowledge it from now and for ever. In fact the only holiday that I will take any notice of is Holloween. I don't think I want to celebrate my own birthday anymore. I mean it is really just another way of telling us that we are one day closer to dying. I had a dream that I died of lung cancer, I think. I need a new list of music to listen to. Post me a song(s, band or plural of what you think I should listen to. They had better be good. I don't want any shit music on my play list. Just kidding. I didn't mean it. inform me of some music please. I'd got some more tattoo ideas that I am gonna make a reality soon. I'm too un-motivated to do it right now or any time soon. I've decided that I am going to make a cast of myself. Of course it will take a while and my friend informed me that I will need another person to help me but I do declare that I will do this on my own. I don't need any help from anyone.
Now that that's over I can be visible again. I hate it when I become invisble just for the sake of pretending against one person.It's cool in this house. I'm reallly hungrey. I should go eat something but I'm really comfortable right now. My roots are growing out. I definatatly need a new color. instead of a hot sexy red like last time, I think I'm gonna go for a cool blue. Actually it will have to be a darb blue with a shine. I think that would be a change. Hopefully it will look natural enough so I don't get another detention. MY school is crap like that.
This is a story of people.
starring Ashly, me, Clemintine, Clarence, Stuart.
Walking into a bar (hahha insode joke if you get it) I wait for Staurt. "Damn he need to hurry his ass up. Staurt comes and then another guy shows up looking very fruity. His name is Clarence. "Ugh I hate that guy just by looking at him" says me. Staurt turns away and get something to drink from the bar. I lite up a smoke. Today was a great day but I get this third sense that it is gonna turn to shit in a few seconds. This guy next to me who is reading the paper says aimlessly "I wanna see a fight." "Wait long enough and you just might get your wish" I say to him as I stalk the fruity guy with my eyes. The guy has been pacing around talking to himself and looking at his watch. Staurt leans over and whispers in my ear that he is going to the bathroom. I shrug and push him off his chair. as revenge he grabs the pack of Newports that I left out on the counter and runs off to the bathroom. I get a sick feeling in my stomach just thinking about what he'll do with them. "The bastard" I say to myself as I turn to face the Television behind the counter. An old episode of friends is on. There is only five minutes left. I let out a swear under my breath. A voice beside me asks if I was ok. I turned and saw the the fruity guy was next to me. I was shocked that he had the balls to actually talk to me. (I'm not anti-gay fyi) "I'm Clarence" he says. I couldn't have cared less but I replied that my name was me. He seemed familar but I just couldn't place where I had seen him before. "So what's your deal?" I ask him. "I'm waiting for Clemintine" he sings. He says this as if this was a freaking musical. I rack my brain. Where have I heard this name Clemintine before?. Finally Staurt comes out of the bathroom along with this young girl. She seems to be hanging all over Staurt. I didn't really care so I randomly say, "Here comes my friend Staurt...youre in his seat." He turns to me and quickly looks in the same direction I am looking. His face lights up! "That's ok" he said "here comes my Clemintine" Then it hits me. I've seen these freaks before. They were everywhere. I hated them both. Staurt walks over to me. While the two C's start kissing. Staurt whispers in my ear "look who's here" "This is crazy" I says. Staurt turns to the guy who is hunched over the counter crying because he hadn't seen a fight in a couple of days, and says "here's your fight." I turn to them and sneer. The place is packed and as if it could possible hold another person, Ashly walks in. The two C's are all over the place now. I brush by them trying not to puke as I run to Ashly. "Thank god youre here" "what the hell took you so long?" I yelled. "I was busy eating nerds" she retorted. "Oh well" We turned to walk to the counter but Clemintine wrapped herself around Ashly in a friendly hug. "Oh hey" said Ashly. I looked at Clemintine with disgust as she briefly chatted with Ashly. I was shaking with furry as they walked away after Clemintine was done harassing Ashly. A stranger walking by would have thought I was having a seisure if they had layed eyes on me. Ashly watched me watch them. She knew what kind of effect that had on me. "I HATE that" Suddenly Staurt and the guy with the newspaper appeared by my side. They were both egging me on. I started to walk to the two who had found a seat by the counter. ashly pulled me by the coller of my shirt and said. "If youre gonna do this you need a plan." Ok" I said, "I'll shank her then him" Ashly held up her hand and shook her head. "Take him down first then her and then him again" "ok ok" I replied with nods. "And then I hall ass right?" "Right" she said. So I started walking toward the counter in slow motion. As the shouts of the newpaper guy and Staurt filled the backkground, people turned to watch me as I passed. Ashly stood in a corner trying to keep out of sight. Clemintine and Clarence got up from the counter arms wrapped around each other as they paid for their drinks. They were leaving. Of course this didn't register in my mind. The only thing that kept running through my head was "I would have to hit Clarence to disable the main force and then take down Clemintine and then Clarence again to re-secure for my fast exit." They stopped when they saw me walking with determination right toward them. With a smile Clarence stopped when I got right in fromt of them. "Nice talking with you" he said When I wouldn't move out of their way his smile faded. I looked down at her and then him. AND FROZE. "is there something else?" Clemintine asked? in a very sneery way. Then it hit me as I heard her voice vibrate through the air. I smirked and reached in my pocket, took out my singlasses placed them gently on my face and punched Clarence in the face with most of my strength. then I knocked Clemintine to the floor and punch Clarence one more time with the rest of my strength. I had given Clemintine a bloody nose but only dazzed Clarence. HE stood off the pain and there we stood face to face. Reality set in at that precise moment and I jolted and halled ass towards the door. I grabbed Staurt and we ran out of the store across the street to another store that hopefull would serve better hot chocolates. It's all about the Drink.
-THE END-
Request: Anyone who read this pleazse comment with comments, demands, or and suggestions. I'm not really a writer as this is proof. This story was inspired by Ashly who told me that I should write this. THis was ALL her idea. ;)
Quam: I'm eating Nerds
Me: Oh why would you want to eat your own kind?
Quam: I like to hear them scream
-eats-
-starts choking-
me: are you ok?
Quam: (while coughing) they're (Cough) fighting back.
Some cultures are defined by their relationship with cheese.Stupid emotions: artistic |
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Nov. 29th, 2005 @ 08:53 pm
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God fuckin cold out there. Had to take the car in because of a itty-bitty nail in the tire and then a doctors appointment that lasted 10 minutes with a drive of 60 minutes. What a waste. I kept thinkin a deer was gonna run into me. So then I was a paranoid and shit and ya know how it goes. I have to start makin my presents for people now so I have a head start. Like hell I have any money. And now in a few I gotta go walk my god -scribbles- I mean dog. OH!!!! Next yer for Holloween (if I haven't already told you) I'm gonna go as little bo-peep and my dog is gonna be my sheep. Now I was just having a discussion about this plural thing. Fish, sheep, and deer are singulars and plurals. I don't know if it bothers anyone but me but it creeps me out. I mean too me they sould like plurals and if I was too re-type my sentence according to what I just said. It would be ....And next year I'm gonna go as little bo-pep and my dog is gonna be my shep. ha now that sounds right. Am I right? Am I right? yeah I am.
Christmas want- If you wanted on thing for Christmas. anything at all what would it be? |
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Nov. 28th, 2005 @ 06:40 pm
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hung out with Tracey today. I was suppose to chill with Sean but the dick decided to do other things. Well Tracy and I had fun. We took the bus to Jared's (her boyfriends) house and then cruised by McDonalds so he could work. There we met up with this girl named Taylor and Ryan who I know from American Lit class. It was pretty fun. She's a little crazy. While driving she kept shouting out the window, "Ninja". it was crazy. We went to the mall after that and I picked up some more ties. It's pretty sweet. I love ties. I also turned in a job application and hopefully I get hired. I could really use the money. I hate when people use the word mulla. I mean what the hell is that? Oh I and really don't think Tom Cruise is gay. |
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wow thanks Jeff for the swell time at the mall the other day! It rocked my world. Not only did you "forget" to inform me that it was not just gonna be you and your friend, BUT YOU ALSO decided to send me swirling into hell by inviting all the people that I HATE!. You know how much I hated those assholes from fuckin German Immersion and you know how much I don't get along with and didn't want to see Eugene. But you decide to go ahead anyway. Gee Thanks. You made my life hell for a couple hours. But anyway I'm not annoyed anymore. You're just a gay mofo who owes me a smoke. ;P
Peace out and later daysStupid emotions:  cold |
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Nov. 20th, 2005 @ 10:53 am
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I really wish that it would rain. I like the fact that it is gloomy out but as I look out the window I see leaves blowing and I do believe that it is cold out. I'm suppose to be hangin out with my friend today but some complications occured and well I hate guardians. MY hair is turning back to it's normal color. I was taking a shower this morning and the water was turning a nasty rust red because of the dye.
2 b continued...Lifeless moans: Elisabeth phone convo |
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Nov. 13th, 2005 @ 02:44 pm
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new email-
dying4you4ever@hotmail.com
rippingsoul5@aol.com
hopefully they work. Try them I'm bored.Stupid emotions: bored |
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Nov. 7th, 2005 @ 09:32 pm
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There's always that one person from the past who pissed all over you and threw you in the street and then tried to get you back when you moved on and didn't even care about him/her anymore. You've moved on and left the past then they still try to contact you and then tell you to get over it when you reply to them. I guess this makes them feel better to know that they got the last word and they "supposidly" moved on and make you be/seem like the one who is obsessed
Gay mofo
I'm cold but clean with baby oiled skin. Stupid emotions: nostalgic Lifeless moans: Madonna "Like a Prayer" |
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Nov. 4th, 2005 @ 04:13 pm
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I got my clothes back I can't find my black and red tie or my black chain arm warmers or my black and red arm warmers so I'm a little pissed but otherwise I got everything back. I am gonna start making my own clothes.
What was your most embarassing moment in your life so far?Stupid emotions: at peace yos Lifeless moans: Avril Lavigne "Complicated" |
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Nov. 4th, 2005 @ 02:19 pm
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Where are the Rolls at?Stupid emotions: mischievous |
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Nov. 4th, 2005 @ 02:15 pm
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So woke up afternoonish. Had a fuckin wierdass dream about some guy I never got along with. No detail will be posted. So had my morning coffee and talked to some people that were fortunate like me to not have to go to the child labor buildings. Then I had a theorpist appointment, what else is new. I've been to so many I can't keep track anymore. Though I hate all that counciling shit I actually am back to a councler that I like. She doesn't do all that "And how does that make you feel?" shit so that's a perk. Now that I am back some, alone, I have to get to work. This house is falling apart. And the damn trees outside are once again shedding so I gotta go rake some leaves later. It's my day off and I still have to work. Oh well. Tonite I'm going to a Pow Wow which is kinda alright. I get to have some native food so that should cheer me up. Tomorrow I have to go to this girl's party. I really would rather not because I don't really talk to her anymore and the people that are coming are all pissed at me because they blame me for that whole Robo trip. Fuckin shit. I hate high schoolers. Too emotional and never forget.Sunday will be just for me though. Have to catch up on some work and then I'm going out. Probably cruise but the Budget and see that Emily Rose movie. I know it's old and it may suck but what the hell. I'm cheap and I'm bored. Need some action this weekend and the movies seems like a pathetically good choice. I've decided to do some spring cleaning early also. There's too much crap in this house. So I've been going around taking pictures of all the people that I deem worthy enough to be on my camera. So I get ready to take the persons picture and they ask why I am taking their picture. I mean what the fuck is that?! Why the hell do people you know ask why you want their picture? DUH! it's called documentation. DOCUMENTATION!!! proof that I and you actually existed. It's not as if they are gonna be posted all over the web...yet. Once I get around to it. I just wanna know is asking why a reflex?
"Can I take your picture?"
"Why?"
I went to this evil Bert site yesterday that was recommended by a friend and it was fuckin hilerious. The only problem is that I cannot find it. Damn. Oh well whatever.
I can't figure out how to put document pictures on here to save my damn life and I hate it. If you have comments of help COMMENT!Stupid emotions: annoyed Lifeless moans: World's on Fire |
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Nov. 4th, 2005 @ 12:51 pm
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Take the quiz: "Which Random Irish Gaelic Phrase Are You? "
Go n-eithe na peisteoga thu
Go n-eithe na peisteoga thu - 'May the worms eat you.'You're one sick bastard. When you die, you're going to to a very warm place. That is, if you don't already run it. |
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PREMATURE BURIAL
To die is natural; but the living death
Of those who waken into consciousness,
Though for a moment only, ay, or less,
To find a coffin stifling their last breath,
Surpasses every horror underneath
The sun of Heaven, and should surely check
Haste in the living to remove the wreck
Of what was just before, the soul's fair sheath,
How many have been smothered in their shroud!
How many have sustained this awful woe!
Humanity would shudder could we know
How many have cried to God in anguish loud,
Accusing those whose haste a wrong had wrought
Beyond the worst that ever devil thought.Stupid emotions: cold |
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Watchin a movie. No school tomorrow and I wanna see SAW II.Stupid emotions:  fine. Just fine |
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Nov. 1st, 2005 @ 07:24 pm
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So people want to erase my comments when I comment on the pathetic shit that they write? Fine! I can dig it! You can burn in hell and if you don't believe in it or something then I hope youre death is soon and oh so painful and I guess I would know because I be the one who did it.
Stupid emotions: enraged |
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So are people actually going Trick Or Treating tomorrow?
HAPPY HALLOWS EVE
THis is actually the only time when if youre offered candy from a stranger you have the right to take it.
If anyone knows when Heidi and Jean Party is post it or call 578-3656Stupid emotions: blah Lifeless moans: AM Drive |
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I'm not a murderer he ran into my knife
He ran into it five times
Stupid emotions: uncomfortable Lifeless moans: silence |
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Oct. 25th, 2005 @ 05:23 pm
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 | You scored as Denial Goth. Denial Goth...you're too kool to admit you're Gothic. you're probably a loner & doesnt really have a clique...come on, we know you're Goth...
Denial Goth | | 38% | Poser Goth | | 25% | Industrial Goth | | 13% | Romantic Goth | | 0% | Classic Goth | | 0% | </td>
The True Goth Quiz
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